Update+ JAZ!!

Today is day three which equals 300 calories.
Well it is 6:30pmand i haven't eaten yet, and i don't plan on it since i am drinking tonight! I only bought 4 Vodka Chocolate Mudshakes, which are 285 calories in one, so that's 1140 calories.
GAH!
I have only drank one so far, so technically i am still under the 300 calorie limit... and i could stop. But whats the point...
I will probably drink tonight, not eat, and then tomorrow just carry on with the ABC since i haven't eaten today and don't plan on it.

Its kind of frustrating but liquid is better then solids... Plus i plan on exercising tonight, and i have been doing PRETTTYYY good the past few days. my stomach DEFINETELY shrunk, after drinking ONE Mudshake im really full, all the sugar in the drink is probably filling me up. I feel gross, but i will be drunk soon enough and not care as much. The only reason im drinking is family from Toronto came down tonight and they drink all the time. SPECIAL OCCASION! lol first thing my aunt said was

"Holy shit you are so skinny now!"
and like i said in a previous post, they know i have a "problem" since last year (the last time they seen me) i was starting to really get into restricting and only eating a few cucumber + celery pieces a day.

Dinner just rolled by (They are currently eating) and I'm not eating with them, as usual, and my gay uncle says
"Aren't you coming?" and i said
"No" Simple as that, i don't need to explain how i never eat dinner wth my family, how i dont like to eat around people, and how when i DO eat its later on at night by myself, which i then throw up. He then says
"Why are you so skinny lady! You are a bag of bones! My nickname use to be bones, but i think you beat me!"
and i say
"Hahahah yeah right man, I'm not even close. I am the same as i was last year at the wedding"
And i really do think i am the same, so I'm not lying!

Anywhoo enough of that!
No food for me today, just booze! and tomorrow is i THINK 200 calories? I have to double check, but most of my calories i plan on having will come from veggies to make up for today. and i want to stick to around 100 or lower, just like day 1

JAZ!
I SEEN YOUR COMMENT! SO SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN ONLINE!
I AM GOING TO KEEP MY MSN ON ALL THE TIME FROM NOW ON! HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER! CHIN UP! AND I HOPE TO TALK TO YOU LATER ON TONIGHT GORGEOUS!