FUCK YEAH I'M ECSTATIC!
I JUST WEIGHED MYSELF FOR THE FOURTH TIME TODAY AND I'M DOWN 106.8 ALREADY! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYA!
:)
Tomorrow i will hopefully be down 105lbs! ALMOST BACK TO 100! But I'm getting a little ahead of myself hahah
I just need to keep this up! What in the fuck was i thinking binging and purging all the time! I forgot how GOOD this feels! To actually LOSE weight instead of gain, to feel pure and lighter.
My sternum bones are peaking out again. WEO!
Stomach is flatter, but i still have that damn belly and pouch from purging. My arms are still flabby and don't even get me started on my legs. But I'm in the right direction!
I plan on beating my record of 97lbs, i will keep getting lower and lower, instead of lower lower higher higher higher.
I refuse to look like this again...
Shudders...
There's some reverse thinspo. LOOK AT THOSE ARMS! ugh. No wonder i still have problems with my arms, they were always one of the grossest parts of my body. that and my legs of course.
There's some reverse thinspo. LOOK AT THOSE ARMS! ugh. No wonder i still have problems with my arms, they were always one of the grossest parts of my body. that and my legs of course.
I'm still purging, I purged Three times today (all the stuff i ate was healthy). Almost blacked out the third time but i kept my composure.
But anywhoo.
Well. I am going to go drink a green tea, and play some video games and watch TV until everyone goes to bed so i can WORK OUT!
holy fuck. did i really say WORK OUT when everyone goes to sleep instead of BINGE.
I'm growing up :')
2 comments:
well done! xxx
Well done :) I bet you look goregeous xx
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