Thursday, October 7, 2010

YESYESYES!

FUCK YEAH I'M ECSTATIC!

I JUST WEIGHED MYSELF FOR THE FOURTH TIME TODAY AND I'M DOWN 106.8 ALREADY! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYA!


:)

Tomorrow i will hopefully be down 105lbs! ALMOST BACK TO 100! But I'm getting a little ahead of myself hahah
I just need to keep this up! What in the fuck was i thinking binging and purging all the time! I forgot how GOOD this feels! To actually LOSE weight instead of gain, to feel pure and lighter.
My sternum bones are peaking out again.
WEO!
Stomach is flatter, but i still have that damn belly and pouch from purging. My arms are still flabby and don't even get me started on my legs. But I'm in the right direction!

I plan on beating my record of 97lbs, i will keep getting lower and lower, instead of lower lower higher higher higher.

I refuse to look like this again...


Shudders...
There's some reverse thinspo.
LOOK AT THOSE ARMS! ugh. No wonder i still have problems with my arms, they were always one of the grossest parts of my body. that and my legs of course.

I'm still purging, I purged Three times today (all the stuff i ate was healthy). Almost blacked out the third time but i kept my composure.
But anywhoo.
Well. I am going to go drink a green tea, and play some video games and watch TV until everyone goes to bed so i can WORK OUT!
holy fuck. did i really say WORK OUT when everyone goes to sleep instead of BINGE.
I'm growing up :')

2 comments:

glmx said...

well done! xxx

Depressed Skinny Mess. said...

Well done :) I bet you look goregeous xx

 

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